Chris Brown. Drake. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Keri Hilson. Aaliyah. PCD. Goo Goo Dolls. James Morrison. Colbie Caillet. Michael Jackson. Mario. Jack Johnson. Alicia Keys. John Legend. Marie Digby, Boyce Avenue (covers). Life House. Danity Kane. Kanye West. Leona Lewis. Lil Wayne. Maroon 5. One Republic. Usher. Passion. Pharrel. Tamia. Rihanna. J. Holiday. Janet Jackson. Bobby Valentino. Anything and Everything.

I cannot believe that junior year is coming to an end and that I’m going to be a senior soon! Time is passing by way too quickly. What next, senior year, graduating, moving out…when did time pass by so fast? They say that life flashes before your eyes when you are about to die, but what about now? I’m alive, living; yet life flashes right on by. I haven’t even done half of the things I’ve wanted to do by now. I can’t help but think that time is running out, which only makes me more and more nervous for my future. Class of 2010 is probably the most competitive class I have ever witnessed in my lifetime. From being unsatisfied with a 2200 on their SATs to straight A+s on their report cards…How can one NOT be nervous?

I am so afraid of failure, yet I’m not doing anything about it. I am completely frustrated with myself. I’ve changed so much over the years, its finally starting to hit me. What kills me is that I have not changed for the better. I am not proud of who I am today, who I became. Who I was years ago was someone who was dedicated towards anything and everything she put her mind towards. Now? I feel like she has given up. Partially because of her parental units and them not having faith in her in anything she does. Honestly, I feel like I have lost who I am. Am I who I am as I stand right now or have I lost who I am over the years? Was I living the past sixteen years as someone living up to my parent’s expectations, then finally finding out that that isn’t me, or was I a person who simply overachieves, and then finally lose my sense of self? I just feel lost right now, and it’s not such a splendid feeling.

Summer is-a-coming! I think I am going to spend this summer trying to figure out exactly who I am and just relax. I need to know who I am my senior year. I have to.

i love the seni'o9rs. I'm gunna miss them quite a lot.

keep it real.
keep in touch.

kathleen is the name. im a dancer. june 9th is the most important day of our lives. (: i am a JUNIOR at walnut high. i have no idea what i want to be anymore. music is my life..its the only thing that keeps me sane when im out of it. i like to cook. I'm addicted to watching food network. I absolutely love comedians like dave chappelle, kevin hart, and russel peters. Italian is my forte. If i like you enough, ill cook for you. drama-free is the way to be. ill stand my ground when i believe that i should. Your opinion about me does not matter to me. When I completely support something, dont you dare try to oppose me. You will get ur ass beaten in debate. I am a great listener to problems. Fortunately for you guys, I am a person that you can trust, UNfortunately, i trust many people too easily. I dont like being a doormat, but im stuck in that rut. i try to believe that i control my own happiness, but thats never going to happen. im one of the nicest people out there, or so ive been told which sometimes is at my own disadvantage. i dont hold grudges, but i will fight back. I'm allergic to rudeness. I love songs, dances, words, situations, or even people that give me chills or make me cry tears of joy. talk to me on aim, facebook or myspace. dance with me. :] &truthfully, i'm not that great.

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