Chris Brown. Drake. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Keri Hilson. Aaliyah. PCD. Goo Goo Dolls. James Morrison. Colbie Caillet. Michael Jackson. Mario. Jack Johnson. Alicia Keys. John Legend. Marie Digby, Boyce Avenue (covers). Life House. Danity Kane. Kanye West. Leona Lewis. Lil Wayne. Maroon 5. One Republic. Usher. Passion. Pharrel. Tamia. Rihanna. J. Holiday. Janet Jackson. Bobby Valentino. Anything and Everything.

<-- This will be me in the future. Aren't I the optimistic one?
I have given up.
I do not know what to do or what to think.
I feel broken and helpless.
This happens every time and yet i still do not learn.
Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid me.

Maybe I just like to see myself suffer.
Boy, it sure seems like it.

Maybe F. Scott Fitzgerald was onto something when he wrote The Great Gatsby. Dreams seem easier to grasp and understand than reality. I am completely dumbfounded by reality right now as I continue to be blinded by my dreams. I'm in this little bubble that I cannot burst out of and it's suffocating me.




I made up my mind
No need to think it over
If I'm wrong, show me right
I guess I must look forward
Endlessly, this always happens to me
Oh, this thing called Love.

A short amount of time
before I found myself all caught up;
Here it goes again.
This cycle never ends, I think I'm cursed
With Love
My mind is racing again
Thinking,

Should I give up?
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
It feels like such a waste,
Like my presence is erased.
Should I give up now?
Or should I give up?
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads absolutely nowhere?

kathleen is the name. im a dancer. june 9th is the most important day of our lives. (: i am a JUNIOR at walnut high. i have no idea what i want to be anymore. music is my life..its the only thing that keeps me sane when im out of it. i like to cook. I'm addicted to watching food network. I absolutely love comedians like dave chappelle, kevin hart, and russel peters. Italian is my forte. If i like you enough, ill cook for you. drama-free is the way to be. ill stand my ground when i believe that i should. Your opinion about me does not matter to me. When I completely support something, dont you dare try to oppose me. You will get ur ass beaten in debate. I am a great listener to problems. Fortunately for you guys, I am a person that you can trust, UNfortunately, i trust many people too easily. I dont like being a doormat, but im stuck in that rut. i try to believe that i control my own happiness, but thats never going to happen. im one of the nicest people out there, or so ive been told which sometimes is at my own disadvantage. i dont hold grudges, but i will fight back. I'm allergic to rudeness. I love songs, dances, words, situations, or even people that give me chills or make me cry tears of joy. talk to me on aim, facebook or myspace. dance with me. :] &truthfully, i'm not that great.

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